There are somethings in this life which don’t make sense to me, but you would think I could understand the basics of what makes us human.
Well I don’t, I cannot name emotions that I am feeling. Not their name nor how they internally feel. I have a pretty good vocabulary but I am guessing I have emotions which don’t yet have names.
I have been to my weekly group STEPS class this morning, and I have found that I simply don’t have the words to communicate how I feel. I have disassociated so much that they are no longer a part of my conscious psyche. I don’t know how this is supposed to make me feel, but it has certainly left me confused, and desperately trying to feel something anything.
I feel nothing, absolutely nothing. Yeah I know that I have no happiness in my life therefore I am…
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